I wasn't really planning to open myself up, but I guess thats what blogs are for. Anyway, a bit of history about me... when I was in high school there was this particular girl I liked very much. I have liked many girls throughout my life, but this particular girl would probably be the first girl I fell in love with, although she didn't feel the same about me. Despite getting rejected by her, I never really got over her... and even if I were to just randomly bump into her somewhere, or am somehow reminded of her... all the feeling I had for her would just resurface and I'd just get miserable because I know nothing will happen.
So anyways, fast forward to near the present... this same girl got married very recently. When ppl hear about things like this, they will tell u that u should be happy for that person. I see this as a dilemma, in that how can I be happy for someone if their happiness is the root cause of me being unhappy? If she is happy, then sure... good for her, but I don't see a need for me to be happy for her. I'm not really sure how I should perceive the "u should be happy for them" statement, because it's not something u would say to cheer someone up, yet it seems like sometimes ppl will try to use it that way. Well thats all I got for now... peace.
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